I hate being in the poorer than poverty level. I have $378 a month for cash aid but practically the…

I hate being in the poorer than poverty level. I have $378 a month for cash aid but practically the entire thing may have to go to getting into a transitional housing program that will allow me to live in a low income, shared apartment. So I basically have no money. I wish I could be financially successful but in my family, that is like a dream that will never come true. It's depressing