tough decision... so my dad is in a hospital in port jervis nj and I haven't talked to him since I…

tough decision... so my dad is in a hospital in port jervis nj and I haven't talked to him since I left 2 months ago. he told my mother that he wanted to talk to me but I know how it's gonna end. he blames me for half the shit he does. so the decision is do I call and he just assumes everything is alright or do I not call and save the stress and aggravation. he apparently has 3 cysts on his kidneys, 2 cysts on his liver, phemonia, and a hernia all cause he drinks and smokes like a fish. I know my husband won't agree he will say just let him croak cause he hates what my father does to me. seems like whenever I call he always either degrades me or tries to diss my husband. the conciqence is that if I don't call and he croaks it's gonna hurt my mom but me I won't miss him ya know.