*Rant* Sometimes I don't like bein a recovering addict. Sometimes I wish I could be a "normie" so I would be allowed to…

*Rant* Sometimes I don't like bein a recovering addict. Sometimes I wish I could be a "normie" so I would be allowed to do things like go to karaoke night and having an all nighter at my lover's place without my mom and sis and sponsor trippin. Being an addict, and even more so being a recovering addict makes life so complicated and makes people get all squirrelly when I wanna go have fun or have a non-committed relationship. It's really kinda dumb sometimes how people in recovery act like you are about to relapse just because you wanna get you sexual needs taken care of or if I wanna go have fun like my "normie" sister is allowed to do without consequences. Kinda gay.....and totally not fair. *Rant over now*