so close but yet feel so far away. due the 15th but getting induced on the 10th. she has been kicking and moving around more latly like she hardly has any room left. got told on July 24th that i was starting to soften. been diagnosed with gestational hypertension so now until i give birth they have to hook me up to a machine for 30 minutes to check her heart rate.
I can't take it anymore! Haley (yes my 1mth old and no I wasn't able to go through this "joy" of nursing my older daughter, Molly) has been screaming non stop for 6hrs! All she wants to do is eat and I can't have her attached to me all day, everyday! She has wanted to eat every hr on the hr for the past 3hrs! I put her in her room so I don't scream at her but I just can't take it!
on the 6th October I did 2 test with 2 lines , 3rd test was clear blue digital and was positive 2-3 weeks I was waiting for a month for a midwife appointment.. so yesterday I started bleeding went today for a scan and they go to me no sac .. but can see a cyst or a sac outside the womb so therefore she did another test there and it was negative .. she said if it was positive it would have been ectopic pregnancy but because it was negative she said it's miscarriage. Has anyone else been through this as am so confused ?? As some saying maybe I wasn't pregnant at all and it gave me positive results
so today has been super stressful I am glad I have almost made it to 35 wks after all doctor said I won't so that is good but dealing with a 11yr old who wants to be a grown up has been very hard today I am so moody and every thing she says bugs me and she knows it so she is extra mouthy I just want to scream I sware if I talked to my grandparents the way she speaks to me I would have no toung and with all of what's going on these contractions are no fun they are getting harder to handle hopefully tomorrow is better
My August baby decided she wanted to be a May baby like her big sister. Madison Noelle was born on Tuesday, May 24 at 3:50pm, weighing 2lbs, 13oz and 14". She was born at 27 weeks and has a long road ahead of her. Every day she has been getting stronger and amazing everyone. Please keep us in your prayers, my family and I have a long road ahead of us. Congratulations to everyone and I wish you all wonderful pregnancies and deliveries! ??❤
Last night I held the best dog I have ever had while she took her last breath. I got her when I was 19 years old, and she has been the greatest dog I could have ever asked for. She would have been 12 tomorrow. I love you so much Lola. I’ll see you again someday ♥
