I'm so emotional today. I feel useless. And not fun anymore cause I'm big. Well I was cleaning to…

I'm so emotional today. I feel useless. And not fun anymore cause I'm big. Well I was cleaning to actually impress my fiancé. Cause I haven't cleaned in a while: well while i was cleaning around his xbox 1 I accidentally turned it off by cleaning the front of it. And he was like f**k! And told me to leave. Then I walked away and he was like I'm joking you kno at least I wasn't really Playing a game. And I left and started crying like a baby. Now I'm not cleaning and probably won't at all today..