It's been a minute since I been here. So much has happen a week. I went in the hospital last Monday due to preeclampsia and ended up having my diva on Thursday. I didn't get to see her until Sunday night due to being transported to the same hospital she was at. It really tough to see all the tube in her but it's for the best. It has gotten better since then. I was discharged from the hospital on Monday. Now I am trying to adjust to motherhood.