There's always that one psychotic thought to go dig him out of the ground so I can have him back in…

Thank you @blessedmom

I cannot begin to imagine what you must be feeling. I'm truly sorry. No mother should have to deal with what you are. Do you mind sharing what happened? Was it a high risk pregnancy or unexpected? It's a scary thing to think about, we all fear it could happen to us. I truly believe Jack is in a better place, I hope you are finding comfort in his peace. 😫😘

I'm trying by best. We don't really know what happened. It was kind of unexpected. We had complication all through the pregnancy though. My amniotic fluid was always below 3cm when it was suppose to be much higher. They also said he wasn't able to pee much. He might not have been able to grow right. I have no idea. We should be getting an autopsy back soon though. @mamalamadingdong

Thanks for sharing, honey. I hope you get some answers, because sometimes the hardest part is not knowing why. You have a lot of support here!!!! I hope you'll stick around!! 💙

keeping you in my prayers. jack is in a better place 🙏

keep your head up honey.He would want you to be strong for the both of you.