not baby related. my dad was beyond abusive to my family growing up and he raped some of my siblings…

not baby related. my dad was beyond abusive to my family growing up and he raped some of my siblings and when I was 10 or 11 we finally got him to jail and I haven't seen or heard from him since... well since my mom die I kinda want to talk to him get answers and tomorrow the day. I'm gonna have lunch with my dad I haven't seen in over 10 yrs and I'm scared but I know it will help me in the end.