The very last time I felt my son kick, my boyfriend just so happened to have his hand on my belly. I…

The very last time I felt my son kick, my boyfriend just so happened to have his hand on my belly. I take that as a sign that Jason was saying goodbye and I just didn't realize it yet. I wish I could have gotten to hear his little cry or feel him squeeze my fingers as I help onto his little hands.

I love and miss you my darling boy. It's been 10 days but I feel like its been an eternity. Mommy can't wait to meet you again someday and be able to hold you as long as I want to. I love you baby Jason. Xoxox <3