So I got diagnosed with PCOS on June 15th. Right away they wanted to start me on Provera to start on…

So I got diagnosed with PCOS on June 15th. Right away they wanted to start me on Provera to start on some blood work and a sonogram at the end of July. Well I never took my Provera and rescheduled my blood work and sonogram for the end of August. Got my Provera picked up on Thursday and the dr told me to take a pregnancy test. On Wednesday night I started getting some seriously painful cramps and all around my abdomen was hurting. The cramping feeling (which has subsided a lot and only feels like period cramps) has not gone away. On Thursday after pick up my Provera and a pregnancy test, I took one of the tests on Thursday. I had an extremely faint line that made it look positive! So I decided to take my second text the next morning and so I did and that was a clear negative. Later that day on Friday my friend had an extra test and again another very faint line! I'm so confused on how to feel. I just came to the realization that if A second baby wasn't meant for my husband and I then I would be okay with that! I got my 2 year old potty trained and I work so hard with him on his numbers and ABCs. I would be okay not sharing with another baby. Now that these faint lines have faked me out I don't no what to feel! I wanna be happy, but not get my hopes up yet I'm totally freaked out!!