I'm going to do things different then what I did with my other babies, then with my babygirl. when she's born && all together if I can but Definitely at birth && for awhile I'm not going to give her a passy just breast (:
&& I haven't decided yet for sure but I'm thinking I Don't want my sister && some other people there at the hospital I think they'll just see her after I take her home or over at my mom's cause I don't want them to know where I live, && I would like to not put pictures of her when she's born or have anybody else do that I might Change my mind but I Dunno.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Thanks everyone for the prayers unfortunately I don't think there's anything else that can be done
They gave me an epidural and we're just waiting now. They asked if she's born do I wanna hold her until she passes. I don't understand why this is happening. I don't want watch my little girl die. This is unbearable.y heart is breaking my poor baby girl. I'm so sorry baby.
Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?
Locking your doors
We are having a discussion on one of my birth boards from my older kids about locking doors and security alarms. There are many of us (me included) who do not lock our doors at home (I actually don't even have a deadbolt on my house and we don't lock it when we leave either), and others who think that's totally weird. So what do you do? Do you lock your doors? Do you think it's weird that people don't?
Tell me if I'm wrong here.
My husband's sil has covid. She's obviously quarantining in her house but is still loving on her kids and husband. I'm sorry but if I had it I would lock myself in a room.
She hasn't gotten her kids tested... they're obviously doing the whole remote learning and quarantining for two weeks but she plans to send them back without testing them on the Monday after Thanksgiving 😬😱.
My husband thinks I'm overreacting but I told him I don't want to see them on Christmas....