Stressed out n frustrated.. Been calling off work due to not feeling good but today at 3 I will work…

Stressed out n frustrated.. Been calling off work due to not feeling good but today at 3 I will work till 8 then my two days weekend starts!! Baby shower is on Saturday n I'm broke 😭😭 I've been feeling ugly lately my hair is fucked up n I've been wanting to take my nails done.. My man keep saying he would pay for it but um he's kinda broke I mean he got paid yesterday .. But he still has to pay for his last rent .... On top of this we getting ready to move into a new house next week. I just want to say fuck this I want to stay home n just miss my own baby shower . I feel like I can't get what I want n I'm stressed out .

On top of this shit my best friend might not be able to come because her sister might get induced today 😭😭 I am crying I want to kick somebody out today

Oh my last two bills -car insurance and phone bill are overdue. 😭😭😭😭😭😭 fuck everything I'm seriously thinking about calling off baby shower.... But my Boyfriends mother is hosting .