for those of you who dont know the picture on the left is how i met my prince 😓 he was born with fluid in his lungs and i didnt hear his first cry till about 5 mins after he was born. they let me see him for a little then rushed him to NICU where they put him on breathing machines and were feeding him milk through a feeding tube that goes down his precious little nose though his stomach. this was so hard for me espically when they told me it would be 2 hours before i even get to see him then when i did see him it hurt even more because i didnt get to take him back to my hospital room 😩 but NOW the picture to the right is my man now in only 4 hrs of him being in the NICU he has progressed so much and everything is looking awesome hes no longer needing help w breathing and he's taking my milk. i had no idea how much more i could love someone this is really my everything you guys. i had 30hrs of labor i was almost a week over my due , my epidural wore off literally right when i was 10cm so i felt EVERYTHING plus my placenta wasnt coming out so they had to physically remove. it was the worst thing ive ever went through but i would do it all over again for the love of my life 😘 mommy loves you baby.