today was tough ... I had to go to social services office to apply for gov. aid for the first time…
today was tough ... I had to go to social services office to apply for gov. aid for the first time ever, after a long process I was approved. I gave in to my desperation and drove to my BD county... I had not been there since he left us... with a knot in my throat I got as close to 2 traffic lights away turned back... I couldn't do it .... why put myself through more humiliation and despair? I feel so numb.
Krystal·
Мама четверых детей, беременна
Don't feel ashamed for doing what you had to , we all go thru hard times I've had to do it to ! Just be positive and know that things will get better , im sorry your going thru this and feel this way i will include you in my prayers ! 🙏
mrs.knapp15·
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I know how ur feeling all to well if u need someone to talk I'm here
septson·
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thanks ladies I just feel so mad at myself and just want to cry! but I'm tired of feeling like this I'm so annoyed with myself.
septson·
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@krys, @chipmunk ^^^
mrs.knapp15·
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I know how u feel it wasn't suppose to be this way it was suppose to be exciting and full of joy and happiness not stress and sadness I.haven't been able to enjoy my pregnancy one day and it's almost over and soon I have to fight her father in court