Okay bash me if you dare..... Wanna know something about me ladies here goes..... Okay when I was…

Okay bash me if you dare.....

Wanna know something about me ladies here goes.....

Okay when I was born I was born to a drug addict mother an father my father was also a child molester I was a victim at the age of two not only did he abuse me sexually he forced me to watch him abuse other little girls and my mother and when I cried he would hit me across the face with a belt and when I would run and hide I'd find the darkest closet I could and he'd follow me and hit me if I begged him to stop imagine that.....a little two year old begging her daddy to stop hurting her.....we'll then DHS got involved Clarence was arrested but let out on bail by then I was being bounced around foster homes I was in 15 in less than a year we'll then a family adopted me and my sister and when I turned six my adopted dad William molested me til I was nine I was in a cult at the time and te church hid it and let it continue I was powerless yet once again.... I was beaten everyday for 17 years from age 3-20 I have a crooked spine and major spinal swelling from the abuse then finally a year ago I knew I couldn't take it anymore and I left home as a 20 year old woman I met a young preacher who raped me and when I got pregnant he proposed to save face with his church at 6 weeks I had a horrible miscarriage and that night he sent me a text and dumped me so there I was left completely alone still bleeding and in pain and bawling my eyes out no family nothing and I'd just lost my tiny precious gift an yes it was a rape but a baby is still a gift.... I went all the rest of the year alone I became suicidal I went so far as to harm myself and thought of every possible way to kill myself then in September my wonderful hubby found me right when I was moving into a shelter an he took me home and loved me he proposed after only 5 months together knowing we were meant for eachother......what y'all didn't know is my hubby and I have had three miscarriages together just since January and this baby is a miracle and we are so happy and if I want to post a baby bump pic I can oh I think I deserve as much happiness as I can get and anyone that tries to take away that happiness is just jealous and selfish oh and btw I was a model before I got pregnant so I'm not ashamed atleast I've overcome the hurt and pain let me be happy ladies!!!!!