Day ten: did you hope for a boy or girl? Well, I hoped for a little girl, but I'm happy to be having…

i wanted a girl at the beginning but as i got sicker and sicker...somehow im like i need a boy....lol...cus in my other pregnacy my boy was way easier to take care of. lol..even though i had my daughter routine down pat. and it was my second baby and he was still easier. lol. so im pregnate with a boy too...yeah! anticipating him to be a mellow baby. i might be headed for the surprise of my life. lol. have u found boy names u like

@yummycake, yeah, I'm hoping he's an easy baby to deal with (: we're naming him Kayden James!

i luv ur names if my hubby was for the american spellings id be putting similar names as u....i love james. i like kayden i was looking at kane and caleb too. lol. for my own im considering mateo. but im not convinced yet.

@yummycake, I like Mateo. I chose Kayden to name him after my mom, she passed on thanksgiving. He's due in November as well so I thought it was a good idea (:

it is a great idea. i can already imagine ur mom in heaven smiling at this. she is probably super excited for you. its hard to not have ur mom in this plane of existence...specially now. but im sure ull see her hand in ur surroundings...she will bless u and ur baby.

@yummycake, she already had. if it wasn't for her I'd be clueless. she was a great mom.

lol..what was something that u just totally miss about her. i just love hugging my mom...her presence always makes me feel loved. she lives far and she is in vacation where its hard to contact her right now. what made her pass away ?.

@yummycake, I just miss having her there to talk to about everything and cuddle up next to her when I'm stuck and like right now would be the best time to have her because I'm depressed all the time and I just want to talk to her, but instead I'm home alone all day until my dad gets home and he's hard to talk to /:

we're not sure, it was spontaneous, life everything was fine that day and she said she felt like she was going to throw up and ran to the bathroom and we went to check on her and she was already gone /: we tried everything...and they think she had a heart attack but they wouldn't do an autopsy.

yeah or it could be a stroke. i know some symptoms like nausea acompany both. so sudden. hugz if u ever feel like chatting just message me.

:)