pretty down in the dumps. seems no matter what I do or even don't do, baby girls father is just…

pretty down in the dumps. seems no matter what I do or even don't do, baby girls father is just gonna stop talking to me when he doesn't get it how he wants it. I'm sorry, but he hasn't been there. I've seen him for 45 mins, once, since I was 8 weeks. I'm now 23 weeks. he's not just gonna come in and try to tell me how life's gonna be and how and where he wants US to raise this little girl. there is no US. he may say he wants that, but his actions prove otherwise. I just can't deal. with him. but Lord do I have feelings for that man. so torn. hurt. confused. and scared. 😢💔👎