I am so dreading giving birth. I so bad want to go through normal labor again! It was the most…

I am so dreading giving birth. I so bad want to go through normal labor again! It was the most amazing with my son and daughter. My middle child was c due to being breech, but had a super successful VBAC! Now with this little girl Ive developed An anterior placenta. I want to push her out I don't want a C SECTION is that too much to ask for! The pain from my C was a million times worse than any tear or cut I had delivering vaginally! 😪😪😤😠