I go to work in 10 days!!!! I don't want to but I'm missing out on $1500 a month sitting at home…

I go to work in 10 days!!!! I don't want to but I'm missing out on $1500 a month sitting at home getting disability. But I just signed up for extra disability so that should I get sick or pregnant again I will almost be taking home the same amount of money I would make while off work. I'm gonna miss my baby though!!!