I am so overwhelmed and miserable.
Due in 3 days, no contractions, still dilated at 1cm. I just don't want to be induced.. I would love for my water to break on its own.
I'm starting to lose all hope that I had
I so hard cause I'm just beyond ready to get the hard part over with and finally have my little girl
bounce on a ball girl. i did for two hours and my water broke
please don't. labor is not typical and almost NEVER goes the way planned. I didn't particularly love my labor like at all but the staff was unbelievably sweet💞 and everyone catered to me (my delivery doctor even removed my skin tags after delivery) even though I didn't want an epidural, I was in total misery without it with no progress because I wasn't relaxing plus they had to monitor baby so I stayed in bed mostly which makes a natural labor impossible. I wanted delayed cord blood clamping but she pooped before delivery, her cries were gurgles so they couldn't take the risk of keeping it intact for long (I still think they could've compromised a little BUT THAT'S okay). My thing was this is the best day of my life and I wasn't gonna be miserable to the point I couldn't enjoy it. I asked for the lowest epidural dose and thrived on it and I voiced my fears and asked lots of questions because sometimes they won't tell you what they're doing. Ask questions until you are satisfied with the answers. you will do GREAT mama😍😍
I was dilated 0 and not soften or even having contractions and right on my due date labor started
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
@I've lissesmommy, that's the only thing I haven't tried and j was just talking about it yesterday lol... I just been squatting and walking up & down hills around my neighborhood