Y'all I constantly have messed up dreams about Hannah. Every night I dream that I have her back, but…

Y'all I constantly have messed up dreams about Hannah. Every night I dream that I have her back, but I have this little reminder in my head reminding me that it can't be possible. So I just grab her and hold her tight so she don't go anywhere and then I wake up and look around and she's gone. I wanna be where ever she is I swear 😔💔 I want my baby back!