I try to be the best mom I can be ; I've tried to give both my kids fathers everything they wanted…

I try to be the best mom I can be ; I've tried to give both my kids fathers everything they wanted in a relationship .. Nothing was good enough .. Huey's dad was always cheating one left & right && the sad part is when I got pregnant he had a girlfriend ( didn't know about her ) && ayako's dad I've been in love with since I was in 10th grade ( 6 years ) of up && down break up to make up .. & now it's just all turned to shit 😭 I love my son but I hate his dad for ruining my life && leaving me to do this on my own tho I've done a pretty amazing job ( toot toot 📢📢 ) but I'll never get that family I was aiming for 😓 sucks .