10 weeks tomorrow. Hormones hit me like a ton of bricks. I have cried for pretty much 2 days…

10 weeks tomorrow. Hormones hit me like a ton of bricks. I have cried for pretty much 2 days straight because my mother-in-law refuses to work with my family for the babyshower which is wayyyy too early to start planning anyway so now I have to have 2. That means like 3 people including the hostesses will be at each one. So not fair. And she doesn't like the fact that I would like it to be a combined 30th bday party for me. No presents just people getting together. I told her don't throw me a shower I won't show up. It's not fair to make my friends that can or will make it to choose.