So I feel so guilty 😭😭😭😭 I feel like I killed my baby all I keep hearing is ow mommy that hurts then…

What happened

I had to get a d&c done today went for first u/s at 6 weeks 4 days baby had a low heartbeat of 79 BPM so midwife went for another one where baby was measuring 7+4 but had no heartbeat so got orders to go every week to check beta hcg and my levers were dropping but slow, went to the Obgyn yesterday he said my uturs was measuring 8 weeks but scheduled a b&c for todag

@dnhmommy3, @shortizzie

Oh honey, you didn't do anything wrong. Unfortunately sometimes things just happen and not in the way we hoped. Don't blame yourself, I know it's hard not too. I had a MC at 8wks and it took a long time to get to that point. One way I looked at it was the baby's body was not strong enough and now it didn't have to suffer through a lifetime of pain. Somehow that made me feel even a small amount more at peace. One thing I wished I had done was have bought something. Even a tiny charm to have that reminder of him or her. Also don't talk about it until you are ready. Then when you are be open about it and honest with your feelings. It helps so much just knowing that someone else recognizes a life was here even for a short time.

I had a miscarriage before I got pregnant with son my hormone level was low and the baby wasn't growing I only had a sac