🚨RANT🚨 I hope I don't get fired from my job smh . I been working for 7 days straight I finally got a…

🚨RANT🚨

I hope I don't get fired from my job smh . I been working for 7 days straight I finally got a break on Thursday. he works nights too. but he gets 3 days off. I had NO DAYS OFF . so , he wanted me to go get her after a stressful day at work . I work from 10 pm-7am I got home at 9 because I spent an hour waiting for a manager that never came with my schedule . so anyways he wants me to go get her today , but why go get her today when I have to work tomorrow night. like you not the one taking her back and forth to my sis in law house I am. and on top of that I have to work after . I have no car, so I'm riding 2 hours to drop her off and 2 hours to back to my house then I have to catch the bus for another hour and a half to get to work. it's tiring . but , I'm always the bad person . you claim so.much how you want to see her but are you picking her up and dropping her off? hell no , but you will miss work . but I just started a week ago but you want me to be late and possibly lose my job . it's not fair . then he wants me to change my schedule to daytime but I hounded them so much for my night schedule , like idk how they will take that . and , it's hard because she think I forgot about her because I have to work . like nothing I do is ever right for him . I have to work , I can't just depend on him , he's to wishy washy when it comes to out relationship. one minute he want to be in one , the next he think I'm cheating and he don't . so , as a mother I have to provide for my child any way I can. I never depended on a man and I'm not about to start now. but , I feel like shit because she crying to me saying she want to come home , it breaks my heart . I'm actually trying to hold back my tears. like I'm lost idk what to do smh. I'm looking for daycare but it's hard when I work all night and tired during the day . but I will just have to do it . even though I feel like shit 😢😢