My boyfriend called me spoiled today because I've been out of work for a month and have applied at…

My boyfriend called me spoiled today because I've been out of work for a month and have applied at banks mostly because that was my last job and says I should just get a job and stop trying to get the job I want and just take one to help him pay for things and then goes on to say that anything extra he's gonna cut out (mind you he's talking about giving me money) and that he's only going to "spend his money how he wants" which the only time I've ever asked for money was for gas or food to feed his child growing in my belly and today he goes and buys himself dinner and I'm stuck here eating leftover pizza and food from Sunday because he wants to be petty. Everyday I ask myself what have I gotten myself into because I'm terrified that all of me moving in with him and letting my sister take all of my bedroom stuff to her apt 2 hours away is going to bite me in the ass. I'm honestly afraid and just sad.