I feel the same and only hope for healthfulness, yet I am still having these blues (pretty hard core) because I am having a girl, not a boy. I have never been a girly-girl and I do not feel that I will raise one right

I really wanted a little girl , but was blessed with a second boy !! I was upset the entire day but realized I am suppose to be a mama to little men !! I also went shopping and found some adorable clothes items that helped me out of the funk .. I'm just happy baby is healthy !