11 weeks and 6 days to go. It still hasn't hit me that I am actually going to be a mum. ME a MUM Wow! I have mixed emotions. Over excited yet scared. I really want to be able to provide my son with everything I never had. I want to be there with him through every milestone but how if I have to go back to work sigh. My bf and I were financial secure but now a baby is on the way I am honestly worried especially since I have no family support. Im so scared 😭😭😭