I have never felt so depressed. I know i shouldnt and i try not to be. Father left, a guy who said…

I have never felt so depressed. I know i shouldnt and i try not to be. Father left, a guy who said he wud be there left. I feel like everyones just leaven or back stabbing me i got rid of a few friends bc they started to back stab me. I really wish the father wouldnt leave tho it bugs me the most. I need to be strong for my son and hold faith in the lord to see me thru these dark clouds infront of me