@momofroyalty, thats why lol my husbands family is really rough with the kids and the way i raise my babies is way different. they dont really pay attention to them. they do wat ever anf hit and bite. my older sin has never been a bitter or anything he is super mellow and kind. i wouldnt want him to pick uo bad habits. and my mom works to and my sisters work. my sil told me to ask our neighbor but idk i dont trust them. it would only be for 1 hour while my husband comes home from work. i feel like i should just find a grave yard shift so i can have them all day. then i only breastfeed my little one. and i honestly dont want to stop

I was the same way and Still am. i would go to family members I knew had kids and had done well with them and see how my child interacted with them and I eventually start letting them go for an hour and than it became my whole shift. I call every hour and text to check on them