been really depressed. . I'm afraid, now that me and my bf know that I have a disibility, he will…

been really depressed. . I'm afraid, now that me and my bf know that I have a disibility, he will say "that's why you are retarded".. my mom told my siblings when we were younger that I had disabilities and they said "even mom says you are a retard". I just found out I was disabled. so I am kinda hurt about that...

my bf knows I don't have any friends and at the time me and my family weren't getting along. during one fight he said "that's why u have no friends, your family doesn't like you, and I hate you!" ...

and some preggies were acting all stuck up cuz I wanted to be with someone else and they were saying I was cheating. mind yo own business. can u blame me? u didn't know the situation! stuff he says and does makes me want to go be a slut somewhere else