you're welcome I know it's scary. being s mom is a tough job you always want what's best but we can't control it. learn from the past and be better.

@jomommaclark, that's true. & thank you so much for the advice!

but the thing is that you know better. I know better. you will do better just like I did. take the past and use it. hope for the best. everything will be okay maybe not today but eventually.

@jomommaclark,

I grew up in a broken home and even though my brother and I grew up good, it was hard and stressful on us. I don't want that for my son. I just want his dad to always be there for him...to be there for us. ya know? I know he'll always provide for his son but I want him to be there physically as well.

trust me is not always all that bad. this comes from someone who was raised by only her mother. also I divorced my kids dad and I'm remarried. my kids are great. just keep your eyes open and be the best mom you can be.