I'm hurting a lot more than I am making visible on here. Why would he say he cares about me but…

I'm hurting a lot more than I am making visible on here. Why would he say he cares about me but can't tell me he loves me and says he wants the best for Kora but gives up and kicks me out and I have nothing. I am so stressed about what I'm going to do I just want to give up. I wish he would just be with me. My heart is aching more than ever.