Im healing more and more each day. One day i guess I'm just going to wake up and be fully healed! I'm looking forward to it really! Time to start my new life as a mom. I can't wait for the adventures! Joey and I are bonding for now. I love sleeping in my chair with him propped up on my chest. We take naps like that. We really love to snuggle! He's defiantly my baby!
This is NOT happening !!!!!!! I swear I had given up! But I'm 5 days late and I just got my BFP ???
Not TTC related but I'm so in love with our tree. We put it up the day after Thanksgiving and I sit on the couch staring at it all day long lol! My husband is so in love with it he wants to turn it on as soon as we wake up. ??
I am honestly in complete shock rn . Me & my bf really just broke up . & the sad part is I'm the one who did the breaking up . I've never seen him so upset . What did I do ? Like I can't even cry . I have no emotion . To know that I just broke up with my boyfriend who I supposedly loved so much . Maybe I didn't love him . Or maybe I couldn't love him the way he needed to be loved. idk all I know is I got tired of being a pain in his ass . I think it's for the best ... He'll find someone who appreciates him one day I just know I'm not that girl . I'm not the one for him . 💔
So last night we all went to bed healthy and happy. This morning I woke up to my baby non responsive and passed away this afternoon. I fell asleep breastfeeding. Which ive done a million times. Ladies. I know how tiring you get. I cannot stress this enough. Dont sleep with your babies!!! Kache maddox espey. I love you more than life. You were loved. My first boy my love.
Ugh I'm having a name regret moment. While I really like her name and I know my husband loves her name.(it was the only one on our list that he loved) I can't help but think about the other names I loved. We can't really change it now 1)we got her going home outfit monogrammed 2) my husband would never want to change it because he loves it. 😭
