Sitting here thinking: I'm going to be away most of the time during my daughter's 1st year of life…

Sitting here thinking: I'm going to be away most of the time during my daughter's 1st year of life with working full time, an internship and finishing my last year of grad school. This makes me really sad. I hope she doesn't forget me or gets attached to the person baby sitting her :( Doing it all now so we can live better later. id rather be away now tho because she won't remember it when she's older