I'm alone and depressed, I have no friends. Unfortunately replaying all the recent events in my head…

I feel the same way but we have to try our hardest not to fall into a deep depression right now. I had a baby in August and I'm pregnant now and I'm alone all day all night my friends dnt visit or even call anymore. My bf works 12hrs a day in Boston so I only see him on his days off on the weekends. It sucks really bad but I try my hardest not to get too depressed you should too😘

hun...pregnancy is a beautiful thing to experience . if your friends abandoned you because you became pregnant those weren't your real.friends. just always remember that the baby needs you and depend on you to survive right now . once you have this baby you won't even care if you have friends or not because at the end of the day you have a beautiful baby that will always love you no matter what . just know we are all here for you and care about you . if you ever need anyone to talk to you can always message me privately . I will help out any way that I can . you aren't alone we are all in this together .

You are amazing no matter what, as a human. You are someone who can carry life and watch him/her grow. You are beautiful and I am pretty sure you, not even knowing you have a beautiful soul. I send prayers, love, hope and faith to be restored in you. You can message me, text add me on fb, IG, I am too in your boat but I will never let anything in this world define me. I believe you are strong. I am living for my son. He IS my motivation, my soul, my heart to strive. I know you can too girl.

@septson,

There's so much hope! There's so much more life and love for you. 😊 I hope you know that God is real and that you are not an accident. He created you, His masterpiece, and loves you soooo much!! Because there is no true love without choice, He is waiting for you to choose a relationship with Him. No matter what you've been through, no matter what mistakes, no matter how confusing life has been, He's just wanting you to reach out and tell Him you need Him in your life. He can restore broken hearts, restore peace and a personal sense true purpose! He can bring you to a place of true health and wellbeing. He can show you what He meant for relationships. The inventor knows the invention! You are everything to Him. I know because I have a relationship with Jesus; and I wouldn't trade it for all the world. It is how I smile. It's how I'm still breathing! I will pray for friends for you! True friends!

@jsb87, @monilovesautumn @chunka thank you so much ladies, I was isolated, emotionally and mentally controlled and abused by my baby's father. As of last Thursday he is officially out of the picture... I feel completely abandoned I have felt that way even while we were together. but now it's confirmed and I have nobody. I look down at my belly and think how have we survived this long? I'm thankful yet scared. I can hardly sleep thinking and replaying everything. I've never really had friends to begin with. I know I must be strong for my baby boy , and I know we will be ok. but all I can do right now is remember to breathe and repeat this is not my fault. I deserve to be proud of my baby boy and if his father abandoned us.... I promise to be all he needs. it's so hard.

@earthmama, thank you so much for your words... I must admit there having been times when I'm crying in bed with holding my belly wondering where God is and why he's abandoned us as well. I have been calling on him without answer.

So sorry you had to go through that. I know it's hard to believe right now but thing will get better. And fuck him I'm sorry but I really hate abusive men😡

you are already strong minded. and I want to really applaud you for leaving and fending for you and your baby. you are a very strong woman. you can go far and do anything . you got this. he is a low life loser. he will regret it .

I've got a podcast that will cheer you up and bring you so much closer to God! If you have the ITunes app, look up Freshlife video or audio with pastor Levi Lusko. You won't regret it! Choose a title that sounds good and just listen and absorb!

@chunka, and @monilovesautumn my baby's father always wins, he knows how to make and get what he wants. he never loses. I always feel like he gets away with it all. how can a man do all he did and still be able to be happy and go on living without guilt or worry? while I am fighting for my son and my life every single second of the day.

@earthmama thank you I will listen.

Here's a website link to the rampart series! Totally awesome!! http://freshlifechurch.com/series/collection.php?id=1640