Well mamas, it's been a while since I've gotten on here. I've spent the last 2 weeks packing and fighting with my child's father. I signed the lease for my new apartment on Friday (and OMG, it is gorgeous and the bedrooms are HUUUGE.) & I feel like a massive weight has been lifted from my shoulders. I experienced my first baby free weekend because we decided this past weekend could be his weekend with her, and let me tell you it was absolute hell for me. I spent pretty much that entire Saturday drunk just so I could cope with the situation. I'm so glad that he doesn't get her again for 2 more weeks. Welcome to the world of single motherhood I suppose. I hate that my family is broken now, but it's what's best for my daughter. She may be growing up in a broken home, but at least it's a happy and safe one.