I knew this month was gunna be hard on me but I didn't think it would b this hard...in two days is…
I knew this month was gunna be hard on me but I didn't think it would b this hard...in two days is the one year anniversary of me finding out I was pregnant for the first time...a big shock for me since I really had never thought about having kids and had only been back with my boyfriend for little over a month...then on June 22nd it all got taken away in a moment when I woke up in horrible pain and bleeding...I was losing my baby...I'm now pregnant with my rainbow baby and she will b here around the end of July...I'm so happy but at the same time my heart hurts as these horrible memories come rushing back in...crying myself to sleep and constantly thinking about the what ifs...I would have a 4 month old right now...I know its not good for me and my lil girl still growing inside me but sometimes I just can't control my feelings and they get the best of me...this sucks :'-(
Samantha·
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I can't imagine what your going through but keep your head high. know that everything happens for a reason and you never loose your baby. he or she is still with you every moment of everyday and love you very much. you will always be their mommy. and now you have another baby that loves you just as much. keep your head high mama
Shannon·
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I can relate. I haven't stopped crying all day. You're more than welcome to message me if you need someone to talk to that knows. Congratulations on your rainbow baby. I'm very sorry for the loss of your angel baby.
Jane Haskins·
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thank u ladies...as the month goes on it gets worse...I love having this site so I can share my feelings and not be judged like I would on other social sites...the 22nd and 23rd r gunna b the hardest for me...but my baby girl knows mommy is going thru hard times...she always let's me know she is still there when I get upset and cry...its like her angel solving is letting her know that mommy needs her more right now...
Jane Haskins·
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sibling not solving
Brittany Sherman·
Congratulations ! At Least You Had Another Opportunity I Haven't Gotten Pregnant Yet You'll Be Fine Instead of Crying Put Your Energy Into Laughing Reading Anything That Will Make You Smile