I had another breakdown last night. Then this morning I get a 24 page text message from my aunt telling me I'm selfish and putting me down. And she tells me I'm telling the truth because I love you so it's not putting me down. Great way to start the week.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

Tell me I'm not seeing things!!?????
I really really hate the fact that I got stretch marks on my boobs. And it kinda bothers me when mommas tell me they are something to be proud of because it's my baby tattoos or my proof I was growing a miracle...I'm pretty sure once my son is in this world with me HE will be the proof I grew a miracle inside me. I know they try to make me feel better about it but there really is nothing beautiful about stretch marks! No matter how you put it.

OMG please tell me I'm not seeing things!!! I knew it!!!!!!!!!!
Can anyone please tell me how they new they miscarried. I'm not sure if I am or not I really need help.