Today my baby turns 5. Everyday that goes by without him breaks my heart. I can't believe family can hurt one another…

Today my baby turns 5. Everyday that goes by without him breaks my heart. I can't believe family can hurt one another like this. I know this is causing me a lot of stress which is making me worried about this pregnancy. On a weird note, I keep feeling hiccups in my bladder area. Happy birthday Benjamin. Mommy, Daddy, David and Candi love you very much!