Everything aches...I don't like breast feeding. My butt is numb from sitting around. Meds aren't…

Everything aches...I don't like breast feeding. My butt is numb from sitting around. Meds aren't strong enough and I can barely stand. One boob isn't producing like the other. All together the first day after baby is sooo hard. I want to cry and laugh but all that would hurt FAR too bad. Not to mention I haven't slept more than two hours since I went into labor Thursday. Only happy thought is I have a son and one day I'll be healed enough to enjoy it...