it really pisses me off how yesterday he said we could spend the whole day together today and he and I could run errands for our son. but nope can't see him until 5:30 because he wants to work out at the high school he graduated a month ago from. no one is making him do it its because he wants to do it. well I want him to get a job. I want my son to come out now. I want to not be in pain when it comes to my body. we can't all get what we want. and if you say something you better stick to it instead of bringing up some pathetic excuse as to why plans have to change.
and yes I'm very cranky today -.- nothing feels good. I'm beyond uncomfortable. I'm sleep deprived. I'm anxious for whenever my son wants to come out. I'm stressed about money, work, and going back to school when my son isn't even two months old yet. I honestly feel like I'm doing everything here by myself. everyone else could care less. instead they just grab more popcorn as my head slowly continues to fall off -.-