I've never been the sad type where I cried. NEVERRR. I've always turned my sadness I guess you would…

I've never been the sad type where I cried. NEVERRR. I've always turned my sadness I guess you would call it into anger. But right now I just feel like I could burst into tears any minute, I'm so miserable. But my body just will not let me cry. lol. I feel that if I could just cry, I would feel a lot better. ugh. It's making me so mad.