So, I went to go see my nephews who were just born Friday afternoon at 31 weeks and I'm emotional. I…

So, I went to go see my nephews who were just born Friday afternoon at 31 weeks and I'm emotional. I feel guilty for even being emotional because they aren't mine. They are doing really well for being premature, but they are so tiny and have tubes all over them. I know I'm being silly, but it's making me want to see my baby more and more, make sure he has everything where it's supposed to be...count all his fingers and toes. I can't believe how developed they were for 31 weeks gestational age. I'm so happy for them and so worried at the same time. 😣😩😳😓