in my eyes having your man see you labor and deliver your baby is the most vulnerable time…

I kinda wish I had my baby's dad in the room when I had her

@alainalovesmommy, can i ask how come you didnt?

my doctor told me it wouldn't be smart because of how my pulse went up the last time I saw him which he only came around once in the last 4 months when I was pregnant

@alainalovesmommy, my bf is scared of needles so i was surprised he did so.well with me..i had a horrible birth this time w my son but he even.held my leg and coached me...ive realized that was thw most vulnerable timw he.ever seen me.

@alainalovesmommy, oh i understand. im sure thats hard for you. 😦

aw I'm sorry it was a horrible birth this time , I wish he was in there but then there was some things I didn't want him to see anyways but he came up after I had my rest to see his daughter , it is hard but it's getting a little better with him not where I want it but it has to do

well prayers @alainalovesmommy it gets even better♡♡♡♡

thank you (:

he understood my pain and comforted me but when it came time to push he couldn't deal he sat in the corner I really wish he would have held my hand or something or someone could have but nope then he saw wh!en my placenta came out

awwww@heather_95 im sorry