I'm in love with my man but when I moved in with my newborn I didn't think I had to take care of him…

I'm in love with my man but when I moved in with my newborn I didn't think I had to take care of him too . He's just nasty to me now & I'm losing interest ... I don't know what to do because he is a good man and there aren't many so ugh . I'm just starting to hate everything about him . He worked all day the past two days and I been in with the baby so today he's off and he promised we'll go to the beach or something because we've been busy and need a getaway but this morning I'm up ready to go and he's knocked out sleep & he thinks its too early to leave but anyway ... I can't go anywhere without him thinking I'm cheating so I have to stay here until he gets up or there's a big ass argument that I don't want to go through .. so now I'm laying here bored as hell . I need friends !