iam soooo stressed out!! I dunno what to do or how to stay positive..I need to vent!! my fiances…

iam soooo stressed out!! I dunno what to do or how to stay positive..I need to vent!! my fiances construction company has been down due to the weather but he still pays his guys every week even though they havent made us any money..we have been waiting 3 weeks for an invoice to get paid cause it would help us some just to find out this morning its not getting paid in full and wont be approved till the end of this week!! I sooo mad at myself cause im not working I had a job up untill Feb then quit..it didnt pay much but hell I aint doing nothing else..I have this call list job for Hughes Net I can do but it aint making sh*t (literally) we are so behind on everything and get my fiance doesnt like to talk about bills cause he dont wanna be in a fowl mood but hell what about me???!! I have to look at the bank acct everyday and figure out how we're gonna get gas!! so frustrating!! I just wanna have my baby so I can go back to work!!!