So I came home early to sleep...my phone kept going off! Having a family I refuse to turn it off…

So I came home early to sleep...my phone kept going off! Having a family I refuse to turn it off because anything could happen! I seriously almost had a mental breakdown! And I know some mommies might have it way worse. But for myself I'm just at a breaking point. They say nausea is a sure way to know your baby is growing and progressing so on that end I'm happy. I fee so bad when people ask me how I am, or tell me to be happy and I just can't when I feel this miserable. Thankfully my husband is supportive and my daughter is old enough to understand. Mommies send me some good healing vibes my way!