I'm so over all this anxiety I'm feeling today! I know it's the Devils ploy to bring me down but I…
I'm so over all this anxiety I'm feeling today! I know it's the Devils ploy to bring me down but I won't allow it. Please pray for me.
Soo last night I was over at my brothers house and my step father came over. I haven't told him or my mom I'm expecting.. Let's just say those are very strained relationships. He came to me, in front of all my siblings and asked if I was pregnant. My response "Why is that anyone's business".... His response "it looks like you're pregnant so I'm just asking". My response "Yes I'm pregnant, what's the issue?".... Ever done last night I've been feeling really bad about how I spoke to him. Yes we aren't close but I feel like I was a bit disrespectful. So tonight I walked to his house with him and explained why I was harsh last night. I said "I haven't told anyone about my pregnancy because of my miscarriages and I'm not in the clear yet." His response "It's ok." I feel like he was really short with me, I understand if he is mad cause I really think I was rude last night. But he talks a lot! He's always talking about someone's business. Now the whole U.S is about to find out I'm pregnant and everyone else in our country! I'm praying I don't lose this baby. The hardest thing after a miscarriage is having to explain to everyone what happened!!
Ahhhh! Ok sorry I had to rant/vent/scream whatever you wanna call it. I know most people won't read the whole thing but I really had to get it off my chest.
missing217user·
Мама сына (1 год), беременна (38 нед.)
I know how you feel... I hope he doesn't tell everyone because that's not respecting your wishes
princesswasiq·
Мама сына-младенца
Don't stress out
Vanessa Gonzalez😘💕·
Praying for you 🙏🏼🙏🏼
yummycake·
Мама троих детей
all will hopefully turn out good. and then u can enjoy being a mommy and its great you told ur step dad why u were upset
Trezelle·
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@cjw1095, I really hope he keeps his mouth shut. He is my favorite parent but he has some really bad habits and it annoys me.
Trezelle·
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@princesswasiq, I was trying hard to not stress out. Stressing isn't good but It was just crazy anxiety..
Trezelle·
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@nessa524, thanks love! I appreciate it a lot. I appreciate you. 💞
Trezelle·
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@yummycake, I'm enjoying my pregnancy so much, but I still get anxious from time to time about my past miscarriages. Everytime I feel my baby kick/move I feel so good and relived. I'm really working on being a great mom, I've been reading books and getting resources online to help me out. I had to tell him why I said what I said because I felt incredibly bad that I was rude. It wasn't so much why I said as much as the attitude I said it to him in.
yummycake·
Мама троих детей
yea...as u become a mom there is always a two choice road...in one u actually lose care for ur own parents and criticise them and find them coming up short...andin the other road...u find that sometimes being a perfect parent is hard to define and even become..u might find that most of the time the parents need to b forgiven and given some slack cus they are human. always strive for ur personal best..remember all babies act diferently and u gotta b prepared for the curballs...so u dont feel like u failed when things dont come out like what u expected...they r somewhat unpredictable...thats my heads up. i m excited for ur bb...i will pray that u keep up with learning and that u have an awesome pregnacy :)
Trezelle·
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@yummycake, I've given my parents so much slack and leeway.. Right now I just don't want to be close to them. Most parents do what they can mines didn't. If they weren't fighting and dam near killing each other they were doing it to us. I'm grateful to you for your prayers. I will pray for you as well.
yummycake·
Мама троих детей
i totally get u...they are unhealthy to b around. im glad u realise it and keeping them away. hugs :)