right now I feel like crying . everything I go to the er they look at me like I'm crazy or I'm just…

right now I feel like crying . everything I go to the er they look at me like I'm crazy or I'm just making this up . I'm sorry that I'm really paranoid about this pregnancy I lost so many others that it's hard for me not to worry. I feel really feverish and it hurts when I sneeze , I'm uncomfortable when I sleep my heart rate was just 120 2 days ago .I felt like I was going to pass out . I try to avoid this place as much as possible but what can I do ? I'm sure my spouse thinks I'm full of shit because I'm always "complaining" about something hurting on me . well , I care about this baby more then you know. since its still early stages I have to be more careful . but I just hope everything is OK and these doctors don't take their sweet ass time . they usually do that when they think you are lying